how honored am i to have had you for 15 years.
how honored am i to have known you.

i keep hearing your voice saying "auntie!" the way you would always say it. your smile. your laugh. your dancing. your everything. you were everything.
i miss you to the bone.

watching you grow up has been the highlight of my life. knowing and loving you has been my greatest blessing and the highest honor.
i think about you with every single breath i take, and i forever will.

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you.

day 18.

Tuesday, April 18, 2023

ty, eraser.

Tuesday, March 7, 2023


they're necessary.

reminders. (ii)

Saturday, February 25, 2023



ava's been obsessed with wanting to try boba tea since she saw somebody drinking it in a youtube vlog, no doubt. 
literally every third day up until yday, i've been bombarded with questions about when she can have it, what kinda flavors "they" have, 
what the ~bubbles~ are like...
being bulldozed with questions of any variety from her is business as usual, so that part didn't wear me out- if anything, i'm just thankful that she's detoured from asking for a pink lamborghini and a mcmansion with a pool...
anyway, finally, we went to make it happen.

sure :)

Tuesday, February 14, 2023

it's wonderful.

Thursday, February 2, 2023


Monday, December 19, 2022



Tuesday, November 15, 2022